It has been two long days since arriving in London. Which it isn't that bad so far. I when to this club called Devious Desire Night Club. It wasn't bad alot of fetish stuff but I guess I'm into that kind of stuff. Tonight was my first tour date. It when great. And the crowd was awesome also. Well Tomorrow is another big night. Well I need to grab some shut eye. Night
It been 5 to 6 days now in London. The Tour dates are going great. And since my producer want to do another CD soon I been having to write new song. But I have writers block for the last day or so. I only got one new song.But also I met a new person also. His name is Thierry. He was very nice and interesting at the least. Hopefully I'll meet him again. Maybe we get to talk more. See ya
It's been a interesting week. Alot of interviews and such with the tour. Then I ran into a wolf. In which I got a vision of his past. Which seems to be stitched into my brain now. I have been dreaming about it for the last couple days. But it wasn't his fault he did them things. I just hope he get better and moves on. But also it been nice to meet him again. Well I gotta run. I'll write later.
-- Edited by ChristabelleYoung at 20:11, 2007-05-08
Finally got back to my hotel from the concert which was a sell out event. Which is very good was able to write another song. But I'm soo tired at the moment I can't hold my eyes open so I'll write more tomorrow.
I don't know what to say. But I had something wonderful happen. Remember that guy Alex. The one that is a wolf that had kill some hunters which killed his pack and torture him. Well we got intimate very intimate. But he was my first also. And it was great.Also I decided to stay in london. I found a house little bit outside of London near the wood which is very private which I like. But another thing is that the intimate time we had together brought on a shift which he did right ontop of me an it was beautiful. Then we slept together underneath the stars.I hope I dont scare him off or my gift does something to scare him off. Well write later.
Hey..I don't know why I decided to stay here in London. I thought maybe I would be able to make friend and have a life here to have a reason. But that seems like a dream. I'm so lonely. I'm having very bad thoughts. Which i dont want to do. But this gift is ruining my life and my love life. And I'm thinking about doing them.
